So sorry you are feeling so alone. I wish I had words of wisdom to offer you. It seems to me that an IC might be of benefit. They can’t “fix” things but they can give you a place to share your worst thoughts and work through some things. This pandemic is like the cherry on top of a really crappy sundae. Your medical issues sound really challenging and getting the appropriate specialists involved is pretty important, I think. I know you are afraid but as all of on here know too well, avoiding the elephant in the room doesn’t make it go away. Health is everything. You are so young too. You really need to get on this...if not for you then for D13.
Dawn - Love your virtual travel idea!!!
Hang in there G. You are not alone. There are many people out there who are thinking of you and hoping things turn around for you. (((HUGS)))
