Steve, you are a grown man. You don’t block her because she will call you immature?!?
Well, THAT is immature . You make your decisions on what she thinks. Come on dude. She has 100% control over uou. Your posts still reek of “she she she” everything is about what she does and doesn’t do, what she feels, or what she feels or thinks.
I agree with Steve. What you ex has done has been awful, but the fact that you continue to let her control what you do or don’t do and you don’t make decisions for yourself is really what’s worrisome here.
It’s not about her anymore. She done and gone and should be whether or not she comes back begging for your forgiveness . You need to take control back of your life. Stop letting her control your life.
You appear to be completely spinning in all your posts saying the same things over and over. People keep trying to guide you on steps for an action plan to protect yourself, but you can’t answer. Your posts just keep mentioning “she ain’t coming back” your life is currently 100% controlled by her