Typically I would agree that I’m “amped up” but I’m not. I would come here and post something that “im done” call some people and tell them I’m done, maybe post a meme up on my FB or something saying “I’m done” but no.. not this time. I actually am done. I have tried all there is to try. I have done all there is to do, I have been more than patient and more than kind. Nobody can accuse me otherwise. I got in good shape, I didn’t berate the WW for the affair, took care of my kids best I can and they are happy with me and love me. It’s all I can do. My WW got the lawyer when OM got his lawyer. All the stuff is signed and done. I was supposed to go down and sign a paper to save her the $425 dollar filing fee from the court now that we are seperate and “low income” she wants the divorce she can pay the $425. That’s what was stopping it from being actually filed. And I’m not going down there to make it easier for her. She can pay for it.
She is off galavanting, posting up pics of her new boobs in low cut tops and “living life” etc etc. all while the family and kids are like wtf.... and she lives with her mommy after her and the latest perfect OM failed. This person is F’d in the head my wife is gone. I do not call her, I don’t talk to her family, I don’t post [censored] on social media and I don’t look at hers. That started yesterday. I’m seriously just tired of it all. It will take some time before she sees it and quits the games. She will bask in the attention of other men for some time until one hurts her or wants too much and she wants back to daddy or.. one will convince her she can have a awesome life like the last one did and she wants to pay the $425 for the D. That’s the future and I want out of that future. So I am removing myself. Little by little day by day. I have talked and talked and tried and tried. It’s time for silence and to be reserved. That’s it. Like I said I could care less who believes me on these boards. I have read everything you said and it was hard but it did prepare me for this day where I’m just F’in over it. Thanks everyone. I will come back in a week and update but I doubt there will be much new.
I won’t be angry with her I won’t be anything I’ll just be indifferent because I am. Yes it took 5 months to get here and a whole bunch of unnecessary pain. But I have arrived.
Last edited by Steve_; 02/05/2108:50 PM.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
