I am just done doing the things an H would do. Answering the phone, being there for the kids on her days with them when things come up, being supportive, understanding all that crap. Im seriously done trying, I am done being pleasant and nice and falling for the same old BS. Believe me or not I dont care, I know I have reached that point now. Thought I had a bunch of times before and she pulled me back in. Not this time, im sick to my stomach when I see how I let my life get here because of her. Honestly talking about it just is useless, i am even done talking here for awhile, yes i get the 2x4's and people give that wonderful advice that they got from a book or whatever that is hard to take but easy to give yada yada I can sit here and do the same until Im blue in the face. only you know and really know when your done with the BS and the discussing it and the worrying about it. Im telling you guys im there, and im done. I dont even give a F anymore if I see her with the next OM, it wouldn't even surprise me, nothing she does will anymore.
The reason im so sure is simple. Feb 14th and 19th are big days for us, we met on V-day 2010 and married on feb 19th 2011. Here we are approaching the 10 year mark and all I can think is "what a mess, what a joke, what a waste of time, never should have had kids with this woman, i garuntee ill be spending our 10th W anniversary alone, my dumbass even took the day off a month ago in advance I got a real problem, i need to just stop"
be back to update in a week, Until then.
Last edited by Steve_; 02/05/2105:24 PM.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
