Trying to heal from WW

[Ace_32]

Hey everyone, haven't posted in a few days. I think i have just been feeling numb and going with the flow lately.

Thinking now though how messed up it is that people can make a committment to you and then just backtrack because they dont want to try anymore or they dont accept the parts of you they used to. I also had a terible few years with my wife but i never would have done this to her or left her. I really cant understand how people can just switch off like this to someone they used to love.

Can't imagine how difficult it must be for you guys in IHS or having kids and still seeing her often, it makes it a bit easier not having seen her in 6 months but im still struggling to find acceptance of this situation. I realise i have no choice and i have no control, but i still feel like there is hope no matter how stupid that makes me seem. I am still NC and will keep it that way. Who wants to be with someone that doesn't care about them at all anymore.... apparently Ace