There is a question I have to ask as it is killing me. Do you think I blew this up because of how incompetent a DBer I have been? Please be honest with me. As long as I can breathe, I can change and now I am going to put all y efforts in NC and doing my PIES for myself, as a new man.
Absolutely not! You are a bad dber but just about all of us were in the beginning. The reality is it is very unlikely to stop the D by the time you get here. Can you reconcile in the future? Absolutely! Steve has posted that his studies show that 90% will eventually want to recon. It may take 35 years but there is a chance for sure.
