Im doing okay, my next IC appt is feb 6th. Looking forward to that. Been eating again and taking an anti-depressant. Watching a lot of netflix, keeping the house upkept and so on.
Last time I talked to WW was a few days ago, she pretty much just said she needs some time to figure herself out and is not worried about getting a D (I validated and left it at that). The papers havent been sent off to the court yet. Her mom begged me not to go down there and push the issue. At this point I have become indiffernent. Im going to be okay if my WW doesnt get herself together, and I end up down the line with someone else. Thats okay I did my best.
I dont really speak to her much anymore, it felt weird the first couple days. I only contact her about the kids or if its absolutely necessary. She has called me a couple times and asked how I am and so on, I just say okay and get off the phone as fast as I can avoiding talking. She got the hint and pretty much doesnt string me along anymore. She is doing her and Im doing me. Thats about all thats going on right now. My finances are tight but in order. Im gonna try to take my kids up to see some snow this week. Other than that life is a bit lonely and sad at times but I am okay. At this point i am where I should have started when she left me. But better late than never /shrug
I was getting all worried about her new job prospects and everything else and then it occured to me it doesnt matter, im just working on what I can control and thats it.
Last edited by Steve_; 01/30/2106:44 PM.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
