Hi SJay. I can relate. All I can say is that it is worth trying again once all of this craziness with the pandemic is over. I would encourage you to consider distance if you don’t see yourself needing to see someone in person every day. There is about two hours between my bf and I. That includes a 90-minute ferry ride so it’s not too bad. Prior to the pandemic travel restrictions, we were seeing each other every couple of weeks for a few days at a time and it was working. Quality time over quantity. Lately it has been tougher as I’ve only seen him once in two months but it’s been tough for everyone so I’m just waiting to see how things go post-pandemic. In the meantime, we talk and text every day and I’m concentrating on other things. Hang in there. If you can manage to meet one person you can see having a relationship with, it will be all worth it in the end. (((HUGS)))