my D is so much calmer without her mother here! when i used to come home from work, i would walk into a stressed house with D and WW at each other? i have non of that now!
i know she has only been gone 7 weeks and it could change, but at the moment if she asked to come home tomorrow? i would say no! my D would have to come first!
if only lockdown would end we could expand our outings with the dog!
and yes you are right! it is fear that controls my emotions! but i am starting to think why do i need a W to be happy i can do this on my own.
finances are now under control and separated into personnel accounts! i did not realise how much she spent on clothes until i started bagging them up, still loads with labels on and never worn!
