From her journal I learned her father abandoned the family. She spent her teens and early twenties engaging in unprotected, promiscuous sex multiple STDs Slept with men in married engaged and committed relationships. She slept with her friends boyfriend and after wards wrote, "Even though he has a girlfriend, the feelings between me and X are too strong to be ignored, and we dont regret it. (She was 23)
So this BD happened right when she hit menopause (53) and 2 years after oldest D went away to college.
We were finacially set, with a nice house in great neighborhood. Going to be sold so we can all live in apartments.
Kids going to college paid with cash. Now student loans and jobs.
She lies like crazy, is not attracted to me and her heart is definatley hardened against me.
