"“Don't chase people. Be yourself, do your own thing and work hard. The right people - the ones who really belong in your life - will come to you and stay.”- Will Smith"
Everything you are doing, considering doing, saying, considering saying is all CHASING her. Until you stop chasing her, go do your own thing and work hard, you will never know for sure if she comes back to stay or not.
STOP CHASING.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018