Partner says loves me as brother and moves out

[BenB]

so if I don't meet her the coming 2 weeks, I will not have a chance to see her for over a month.

But 1st, why would you want to? Can you not see her selfish behavior? Many veterans here have posted this quote before "You are never as attractive as when you walk away". See this as an opportunity! And I don't mean walking away as a strategy to win her back or looking over your shoulder to see if she is paying attention, She wants to break up? Ok, by Felicia!

I can add another quote I have read multiple times - "Nothing is as attractive as a man who knows his own worth". Read your own post a few times. Does that sound like a man who knows his value and self-worth?

Agreeing to some ritual is the most beta thing I have read here in a long time.