Hey Hope,

I really wish I could speak to you. Never felt comfortable posting here. Have done so more often since you started responding. Anyway, I am a mess today. W has been extra nice since I arrived. Don’t want to go into all the specifics but today I got definitive proof that she booked that vacation with OW for April. I want a divorce now!!

Sitting at my computer crying, looking for a divorce lawyer that I know I can’t afford. I am so incredibly hurt. On some level I wish I could hate her but in reality I can’t picture my life without her.