KC, You know we all obviously think you aren't ready to date. You kind of proved it by saying the pilot was a one night stand and than you caught feelings and latched onto him way to quick, and than wouldn't let go when he tried to shake you! My brother had a match profile about 6 months ago..you didn't like him accidentally, but that is ok.
You know you need therapy, you won't get it. You know you need time to heal, yet you won't allow that time. You know you need to focus on yourself and healing, but you are relying on going on dates/ and other men to heal you.
You are caught in a vicious cycle of self destruction and self harm emotionally. Worse yet you know it and justify it, acknowledging it, and keep doing it anyway.
I'm really glad that you posted and faced the "tough crowd" again if you will.
Still rooting for you to find your own inner peace, hope, and happiness without needing to find it in worthless dates, and self destruction!
Take care of yourself!
Last edited by JosephS; 01/23/2112:29 AM.
Me: 40 EX:37 Together 17 years Married 16 years 5 kids, 20,18,15,14,11
