"This means all our handovers are done through daycare/school. I don't have to see her at all anymore." - I'm not sure how to really understand this nor imagine I could do this..... it's heart breaking but maybe needed"
" At first I was desperate to keep these Sundays because, like I think where you are at right now, I wanted a chance to show her how i was changing. But guess what...she didn't care, and it would leave me feeling like sh!t."
- TBH the blow to my heart reading this is really hard......I can see how this is
