June 20: i have feelings for the OM, but it wont come to anything i will deal with it! also said the same to her best friend June 20: stop worrying i have dealt with your problem! (meaning the OM)
Aug 20: i dont go to lunch with him anymore.so you have nothing to concern yourself with!
Sept 20 : early in the month - she told me maybe we have to have an open marriage? what do you think.when i said no chance i could never put up with that, she said she didn't want one anyway she was joking.
Oct 20: she told my daughter that she has not loved me for the last 2 years! whether this is true or not i cant say, she was still telling me she loved me - perhaps it was just words to stop me being suspicious
we had a week holiday in Dec 2019 in Rome just me and the W, it never felt that she was distant from me at that point and we had a really good time and felt we were still a real couple! she needs an oscar for acting if she was hiding it because it felt real!
either i have been really gullible or she wasn't intending to take the other man to a PA in August, but had changed her mind in Sept
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