Need advice on stubborn W

[AKuei]

As usual Steve, your words are golden.

I have this slight inkling that she's cake eating and I'm not ok with it but the NGS in me kept wanting to give her the benefit of the doubt. I'll put a stop to all these. And you are right, i'm not fully prepared emotionally on that freaking roller coaster ride; but I want to be able to do it eventually!

I'm in IC since BD; slowly working thru my childhood trauma linked to my mom. I am seeing results but not at the pace that I want though.

I'm still eating right but working out is on a hiatus because I'm on crutches and moving around is a pain in the butt. Focusing now on physio instead.

About wardrobe and reading, these are good advice. I'll try to do that once i'm off the crutches and off to the malls! Just finished a book, "The subtle art of not giving a F**k". Planning to re-read DR sometime soon before more books arrive from Amazon...

And oh! I've started learning Japanese because it's beneficial to my job. I hope that counts as working on myself!