On Saturday I helped her move out to her new apartment. It was more or less an ok day, not too emotional but sad of course.
We had dinner in the evening and talked a bit about open relationships and seeing what we still have. We both want to keep our connection and said that we try that first before we trigger a nuclear option and don't see each other at all. I also read on another site that if you want your ex back you got to have opportunities to show them that you are changing and becoming a better man.
She also sent me a long message after that evening which was nice and sad at the same time.
"Thank you so so much for today again!! It meant a lot to me that you helped me pack and move everything. I am sorry about the distance or if I said something that hurt you. I also felt that I had to super rush in the end.. so it was not my best goodbye. But I am really happy we took the chance to talk and that we both want to keep this connection for now. I am very happy about that because I have a lot of love for you. I was just very reserved because I don’t want to create false expectations.
Heart "
Not sure but this feels like a step in a good direction. We have been sending messages and voice messages a few times since then and I'll see her at yoga class today.
Just got the Divorce Remedy so reading that as well.
I feel like I want to give this 6 months and see where it ends. Then I can always pull the trigger and move on to a new life.
