Went out this evening with my sister and her BFF and had a few drinks, Back home now and all I want to do is call my W. Haven't spoken to her in about a week. Desperately want to hear her voice instead I am here posting. Trying not to give into my emotions.I am slightly intoxicated and all I want is to reach out to her. Trying not to as I know it will only lead to heartbreak. She has no desire to speak to me.