Someone here posted this for me a long time ago and it helped me a lot. I wish I could remember who it was. I think it might have been surfer or AS? Maybe it will help you too.
The Guest House by Jalaluddin Rumi
This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018