Leaving it behind.

[97Hope]

Thanks sweet (((Mar)))) I so appreciate the love and hugs.

But I should clarity.....

When I say 'lonely' - I really mean the absence of physical touch in my life.

During my training - one of the instructors was demonstrating how to properly search a female. I was the 'dummy'.

He felt me up one side and down the next and I swear I was ready to take him home!! LOL
Not in a sexual way necessarily - I just realized that I missed feeling a man's touch. I miss having a hug or a cuddle, holding hands, feeling a hand on the small of my back....you know.

So it was really in jest that I mentioned how lonely I was and that it would scare most men off (rawr)...

I've not been 'emotionally' lonely as I keep myself surrounded by a very close, albeit small, circle of trusted friends.

You will be ok. Kick fear in the teeth. You will find strength you didn't know you had. Loneliness to me, emotionally, is a sign that I need to reach out.

I've gotten very comfortable with my own company - I think God prepared me in many ways for that.

Thank you so much for your concern!! x