KK, back away from the pilot . It’s over. It barely even started. His is a great time to just let things lie and backaway. He isn’t interested not because you were too quite. He can sense that your personal life is in turmoil and there and there clearly a lot that isn’t resolved. And that doesn’t work for him. And it shouldn’t honestly work for him.

Lots more to say, debating whether or not I should . But please, just leave the pilot alone . Learn to move to on