Please start a thread of your own so that we can assist you, i.e., that way, posters can come along and "chat" with you and you will have your info in one place so that you can refer back to the postings later on.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
