Leaving it behind.

[97Hope]

Day 3 of feeling like I'm living in a new world. For the past 3 months, since I moved out, I have gotten into a routine and rarely (if at all) thought about X but this new revelation that he has been seeing his AP is what's on my mind first thing in the morning.

I remember after he moved out, I would wake up and my first thought would be "he moved out". Now, it's "they are together and have been together".

Stomach hurts a lot. In past 2 days I've been able to eat a bowl of soup.

Reading through the stories here helps a lot. Feel less alone.

I start my new career in two weeks. I know that will help a great deal. Just need to do everything I can to GAL in the mean time.

Trying to remind myself that it won't always feel like this. I know its true, I've lived through it, just seems like such a crazy unreal universe.