A follow up. Do I love her Yes, I really do, do I feel bad for her, in a way sure. But do I feel like a stupid idiot when I lower myself to useless, yep and I’m not doing that. Over this 3 months I’ve felt really good, I’ve got my stuff together, got my own place, had multiple women come after me that I turned down or friend zoned, focused on my kids and they love me more than ever. I’m not letting her mistake take away the work I did on me. I see that I am still in love with my wife but.. I do love myself too. And that is a really good feeling. The ball is actually In my court now, and everything we all saw coming happened, so glad I never have to feel like and idiot sandwich like she does. Keeping my chin up and my mind right I’ll post here before I do anything.
Oh and the lawyer did say she is delaying the divorce on purpose. But at this time it’s a fart in the wind. Ok going fishing tomorrow that’s what’s on my mind. And I’m rocking a bit of a validated smile tonight to be honest.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
