Kitty, a couple of months ago, I turned on my car and at that exact moment the song that my STBXW and I danced to at our wedding started. Its an old song and not one i would ever expect to hear on that particular radio station, in fact I'd never heard it played on the radio ever. I was sure it was a sign, but most of all I desperately wanted it to be.
But she is still sleeping with someone else, still living away from me and still acting in the most selfish of ways. Sometimes things just happen.
I do enjoy reading your posts and appreciate your honesty and vulnerability, I think you'll make someone very happy once you get yourself into a happy and confident place.
Thanks!!!
I know NOTHING has changed with STBXH. NOTHING. Well, that's not entirely true. He thinks were friends... well in his mind we are friends. He can contact me about the dog, the cell bill, we can talk D stuff and financial statements but its not like he is asking things like "hey did you have a great NYE?".
I did nothing for 24hr. Nothing in regards to STBXH and nothing in regards to pilot. Frankly, I don't really even know pilot... I was hooked on intrigue and mystery and some promising sex.... LOL!
Today I'm throwing myself into cooking. Since being an empty nester my fridge looks like I'm a college student... wine and coffee are all thats in there. So making garlic confit... then lasanga... with home made garlic bread.
