Just scanned your thread and there is a lot of manipulation on your part. Are you in IC?
Time and space are the only things that turn this around long-term.
There is a lot of fear in your posts. What are you afraid of 1st?
Which things would you say are manipulations? I guess things such as just going to bed and the massage topics?
Yes, there is fear and I guess it is fear of being alone and not knowing what the future will hold (we made quite elaborate plans together) - I know rationally stupid but anyhow. I have phases this time where I am not afraid anymore and can see myself being by myself again though.
