Dating is not just living your life. Dating right now is detrimental to you. You anxiously attach and obsess over men. Especially ones you sleep with. You are not honest with yourself and intentions while dating. You are making it not very fun and “living your life” you so much much work to do before dating can be something healthy and enjoyable to you.
And I don’t know if you are aware..... there is a pandemic going on out there. Be careful on how many people and who you swap spit with . It’s no longer an innocent first date kiss. It’s almost kind of like having unprotected sex.
Stick to your hobbies, stick to your platonic friends, and maybe , just maybe, get some therapy
