And I have a little feeling as to why and it disappoints me... freaking male ego. I'm going to put it out there for all the men to read.... just because you don't get a girl to O doesn't mean she didn't have an amazing time. Its not easy for me to let go control/relax... it takes time in the depart. Even with my H I really didn't need to EVERY time. It still feels amazing. AND, I told him as much how awesome it felt... BUT, I won't fake it either.
I think he feels its an impossible task... when I just need more time. But, I think that was end of the story.
