The unattractive behaviour is in the past, don't hold on to it. All you can do is be better going forward. Mistakes are ok, unless you keep making the same ones.
Thanks for the encouragement...
I'm just soooo freaking embarrassed... so many things happened here that are sooo not me. Sleeping with a guy and not knowing his last name... showing up at his front door in lingerie only... the constant apparent passive aggressive texts... UGH.. what the frack happened to me.
I know 3 months from now this is not a big deal and I will move on and pray to whoever I never run into this man in town... or better yet get pulled over by him... yup.. pilot and on the sheriff department. [massive facepalm].