When he realized you wanted more, he should have backed out, instead of taking what you were giving him. Maybe that’s his fault. But you claim you were very honest you were just OLD for some friends and a fun time. You got that and you tried to make it more and you are upset that he doesn’t see you as more?
I’m going to blunt. Your reactions were kind of desperate and maybe seen as a little psycho .
Oh, I totally see how my reactions are --- I'm NOT proud. Hence why I'm very humiliated... BIG TIME.
He pulled back and told me to get moving on my D... I took that to mean he wasn't going to get serious unless I was D? Who knows... maybe it was an excuse OR unsolicited advice.
WHO KNOWS... too little... too late... I messed this one up.