As for your husband your keeping the road paver home smoothly. Like you he’s broken too so when things go bad with OW he can run home to you.
UGH.... so here's what a trainwreck I am...
Christmas Eve --- sent the most amazing sexy pics in holiday themed lingerie... they were hot!!! His response was sort of luke warm and then went to - wait your still in Seatlle... that's an interesting item to pack. ((UHM... this was my plan to send you something fun for xmas)) ***Side note... I can't remember if I wrote on here for our last date I showed up to his house only wearing lingerie... yeah his jaw dropped. that was a fun night.
Christmas Day -- I'm traveling and we are texted intermittently. I randomly texted I miss the days of longer connection times so you could actually go to the bar and drink. These days you literally get off one plane, walk to your gate and board your next flight and if you lucky you get a chance to pee. I told him I missed the days of getting liquored up at the airport so the rest of me could be as numb as my arse.... he teased me and said I should have ponied up for first class or vacationed closer to home... I replied I thought about first class but they weren't my ff miles.
AND the downward spiral begins....
Pilot asks who's miles they were.... STBXH... He replies he finds it weird that someone I am divorcing would give me ff miles. I stated - not really... they don't matter to him... that's why he is paying off the timeshare and dumping it on me as he does not want to mess with it. He wants a simpler life.
The next day... STUPID ME says "I won't apologize for my unconventional D. I will still occasionally have lunch with MIL. I will still be in touch with my step kids in whatever capacity they are most comfortable with. STBXH will still bring the puppy to my office (this he already knew) and I will be petsitting the puppy when he is out of town. I'm a delightfully interesting woman with some unique hobbies, lust for life and a love a jazz. Pilot you have my number... next move is yours.
YUP... you guessed it... CRICKETS.
So trying to be funny and sarcastic (which for whatever reason always falls flat for me... why can other people be funny and sassy in text and its a trainwreck for me???))
SO LAST NIGHT I SENT A MEME... It said "you know what's sexy as h3ll? EFFORT. Effort is f*cking sexy." But, then I added... You're f*cking sexy as h3ll as well so that makes 2 things" ((added emojis with sunglasses))
[facepalm].... NOTHING... DEAD SILENT... CRICKETS.
Yeah, this is humiliating. How many woman show up at his door the way I did??? And, does he think I do that all the time.... UHM... NEVER... I've never done that but that's how much I was digging this guy.
So do I let it fade to grey or do I apologize for my behavior and delete his number?
I've never done something sooo humiliating and I did a lot of begging with my H at BD....
