As far as my kids are concerned they are happy when they are with me here. My son has become a lot closer to me than he was before WW took off. Last nite I picked them up from here said “okay see you later” and left. Typically she wants to chat or hug or whatever I just split. There is not one single person In my family or her family that thinks I’m anything but a good H and a great dad. The nurses at work are starting to tell me that I’ve been seeming happier lately but I do have some parts of the day that are down still. I’m getting there. I don’t reach out to her, I don’t do anything for her anymore. I have accepted that my life and her life are seperate and she is happy enough where she is to be there. Whatever that means is her problem. My life is easy work, kids, that’s it. I like it that way. I am good where I am at right now. WW dropping a few crumbs of regret and recon won’t push me off the path I had to endure to get to this point. I gave my sitch over to god and just live day by day at this point.
Still doing therapy Still not drinking Just hanging in there pretty much.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
