Yeah as time goes by I feel dumber and dumber for being so attatched and In love with someone so F'd up. She is selfish, narcisstic, just not a good person. I used to think she was but I am really beginning to see that she doesnt care about a single thing besides herself. I laugh sometimes, I laugh that I actually thought I mattered and I laugh that Im delusional enough to think I still do. Bottom line we have kids so I have no choice but to deal with her. I am just refusing to buy into her BS or believe a damn thing she says. I dont think she even knows what she wants/feels because she is so strung out on lies she probably lost herself a long time ago. She is unhealthy, I do NOT reach out to her anymore. I do not do anything anymore. Its for the best.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
