Still reading, may, still amazed (but not surprised) by your growth and all the strength you’ve gathered. I was just remembering how I started posting here for the first time last December, and I was thinking of you as I stashed H’s ornaments in a separate box as I was decorating the tree this year. I love that you’re able to be present and savor the moments of what may be the last year of Santa for your D (and even after that, there is still all kinds of magic to be found this time of year, and you’ll create that together too). Enjoy those cookies, and Merry Christmas!