Funny story about my spa day. My masseuse Left in the middle of my massage 3 times to help other customers for like a total of 20 min. I couldn’t even pay someone to give me undivided attention. Lol. I left a bad Yelp review.inch was good though.
Tomorrow is the first Christmas Eve I will spend alone and wake up alone on Christmas Day since 2016. And I remember being a bit of a wreck. 2017, I had D Christmas Eve, 2018, I spent it with M and his family, first time meeting them. I remember how unbelievable happy I felt. Last year I had d. And this year, just me. Working Christmas even and Christmas helps a little. But there is something about going to bed alone on Christmas Eve and waking up alone Christmas morning that just kills. Especially when you have a kid and you can’t be with them. There is not distraction. And I can’t even get properly drunk because I have work the next day. I’m trying f to fight off the deep deep feelings of loneliness and depression. At least I’m not one of my patients in the hospital with COVID, right ?
I will get through this. I will my daughter and family later Christmas night . Everything will be ok
