See it for what it is

[OnlyBent]

Just drove home from work crying and screaming viscerally.

I don’t understand this kind of pain.

I am beyond sorry to everyone on here trying to save your marriage that feels this on a daily basis.

I’m 7 months in, thought I’d be further along.

Indy, you are not alone my friend. Do not feel bad, I do not believe anyone deserves this kind of pain. Take heart in the knowledge that others here have been through what you are feeling and have come out of it not only feeling happier than ever, but as truly improved people.