[/quote]I am cognitively aware of this... I've been able to block STBXH out of my head 95% of the day...
Just wait until you get your heart broken by a new guy, all the pain you think you are healing from with your H will come back 10 fold.[/quote]
I get that... that's why I'm trying like crazy to not contact this guy. I'm very much aware I'm setting myself up for something stupid. Its just so easy to text and get a response... that's just stupid and keeps me on the hamster wheel.
Maybe I can hit the reset button while I'm in Seattle.