Mo, welcome back. Sorry you are still struggling. Are you in IC? Feeling that his problem is somehow a reflection on you is very common, but not healthy. Do you know who Ali Landry is? She is an absolutely gorgeous actress and model. She married Mario Lopez (AC Slater from Saved By The Bell) several years ago, but 2 weeks later filed for annulment when she found out he had cheated on her just days before the wedding. Shania Twain, another gorgeous woman was cheated on by her husband Mutt Lange.
The point? Some men are going to cheat no matter what. A 40+ year-old with a chance at an 18 year-old, unfortunately a majority of men would be tempted to jump at that. Especially one with a wandering eye with a penchant for cheating.
As I tell others, we don't get to control others, but we do get to control how we respond to what comes our way. Get into IC and work through this. Know your own value. Know that sometimes people just cheat because they want to cheat. It is a sad reality that has existed since the beginning of human history.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
