1. I will definitely tell the counselor on Saturday. 2. Yes, it is so so so hard. I would say I am doing better for longer periods of time, and building up my self. Then some odd thing will happen and take my breath away. I still sometime can't wrap my head around the fact that it really happened and he could be capable of such a nuclear version of dishonor and infidelity.
Thank you for your words of hope. I can't imagine what you wen through over that holiday season. How terrible! I am glad that you are enjoying your life. I have been with this man since I was 19, and I am in my 40s now, so often I have trouble even picturing a life without him in it as my companion.
me: 46 h: 49 m: 24 T: 27 DD1:20 DD2:17 DS:12 BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016 BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016 BD3: H wants a D 11/2019 Now: He is in the same house, but has filed for divorce.
