It's a new day, it's a new dawn, and I'm feeling better but far from good. One thing I've been struggling with is what to say or do when we do talk. It's not been 5 days without speaking to each other, the longest we've ever gone, and I know she's going to ask what's going on because she knows something is up. I obviously am not going to tell her about DBing or anything like that but wondering where the sweet spot is between outright lying ("I'm awesome, things are great, just been busy!") and telling the truth ("I've been an absolute wreck some days that hides in his office so the boys don't see him crying.") Is it just "I've been busy"? Because she'll know that's bullsh!t and I'm hiding something or lying. I know I shouldn't be worrying about what ifs in the future but if I don't have a gameplan I'm likely to screw things up - like they say "luck favors the prepared mind."
