Hi Fogg. Don't know your sitch all that well, but I know what it's like to be down, and the need to vent.
Think of all the positive things. What are you grateful for? What can you do that's a small step towards being less stressful?
Know that someone is always listening:)
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever