Drop off today to the WW went well. My daughter was great. I hugged my son and I saw him start to tear up and so I held him tighter and the tears just ran down his face and mine. Its just what it is, nothing I can do about that. I said goodbye and drove to work.
He had virtual counseling today. He did not want to do it. I tried to talk with him yesterday about it so I just let it go. I did tell him that I've done it and shared how that made me feel (like an idiot). He said that's how he felt too - it was a good moment of connection - and then I went away from the topic because he wasn't comfortable with it.
I bought a ping pong table for my garage today. That will be fun. I'm moving forward with things I can want, and can afford. I'm moving forward on some of the financial separation stuff as well.
I plan to head to the gym after work, though I am completely and thoroughly exhausted. I figure to be in bed by 9p tonight, if I can make it that far.
I have a lot of work to do that I should do tonight, but I just don't have it in me.
Tomorrow I'm grabbing a beer after work with a colleague. Saturday I'm trying to invite a bunch of guys over to hang out. I need to come up with plans for Friday.
I also have so many emails from my wife to respond to about different issues since I didn't deal with those over the five days I had the kids.
