"I was lookin' for love in all the wrong places Lookin' for love in too many faces Searchin' their eyes Lookin' for traces of what I'm dreaming of..."
KC, I think you know what you want in a relationship, and pilot ain't it. He's just using you, and you are worth so much more than that. You don't need a(nother) narcissistic, self-centered a-hole in your life, period. You say you're fine being a booty call, but search your heart and see if that's really true. Because if it were, would you really be asking him to go look at Christmas lights?