Moving on and growing. #6

[Mumin]

Hadn’t thought about until spiral posted he had an anniversary but today marks a year since the real BD.
And, still another +1,5 more months of IHS.
I’m getting real tired of it. Last night D6 said for the first time it feels strange that Mommy puts me to bed but you are in MBR. (For those who don’t know sitch W sleeps in a cottage/shed while she is here)
There still is love in me for her but I believe I am close to as detached as possible while IHS.
Just really want to let ALL thoughts and feelings go and begin my new life.

I’m doing well at work.
Building more and more muscle. Will start intermittent fasting again in March.
House is ready for Christmas (I let W and kids prepare and decorate the tree)
Been very anxious about the roof from time to time but it seems leak is stopped but I’m looking at a renovation with 5 years maximum. That’s about 25000 USD, or DIY and way cheaper. Right now I have zero savings and credit is maxed out. So I’m reading up and talking to friends about all components of building a house. I’m lucky with competent friends here so feel secure atm. In five years maybe I’ll practically be a carpenter.

Also would love some real snow this year! Snowboarding is my biggest passion.