That anger is normal. I still occasionally deal with it. I also still have anger over the years of SSM. We missed some prime sex years we can never get back. And also I wonder what life could have been if we had split. But then I'm also so thankful for MR2.0. So wayfarer I think your plan to discuss it in IC is a good one.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018