Everything that uRworthy has posted is 100% spot on. We are all here for you and even though many of us live far away, we are in your corner and will do whatever we can to be a shoulder to lean on. Do not hesitate to ask your friends and/or you co-workers to help you out. You are always there for others and now it's their turn to be there for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.