It's ok, my friend. Just hate to see you feeling that way. Not going to say I never did because that wouldn't be true.
You know, when you are people pleasers like we are, we HATE to ask for help. What happens is we sometimes have expectations that others will offer because that is what we would do. But d@mn if those expectations we know better about don't cause us to feel badly sometimes.
There are two options - we either ask for help or we accept that everyone is different and might not have the same heart we do. I know people have their own reasons for not stepping up that I cant control so I have to accept it.
I know you have people who care about you. We dont need many, one or two is all we really need in this life . I have been disappointed many times by people who told me all I have to do is ask and then tell me they cant.
We do what we have to do for ourselves, but, that doesnt take away the hurt and disappointment, ya know?
So you got the surgery sorted out, I knew you would. Try not to feel too badly for too long because it doesnt serve you or change things.
And yes, your girl is going to do amazing things and she needs her mama there for it all.
Love you, my friend. Always here if you need me... I mean it. <3
