Ok, I do not like you talking like that. At all...in any way.
First of all, why do you have to have someone stay for the night? I understand someone having to take you home, but, I dont understand why the night. I had major surgery and didnt need to have someone.
Second of all, do you want me to see if I can take off from work and come and take you home and stay? I mean it. I will. Just let me know.
G, you are not better off dead. I know your life seems to su@K right now but it will not always. I promise you that.
Things could change in a second.
Now tell me what you need, and I will do everything I can to help you.