I know I have to work more on redirecting conversations about W to how I am doing. And as time has past and NC I know I am doing a lot better.
Saturday went well. I GAL like crazy.
I did some shopping for S3 and went to the gym and then was invited by one of my best friends who was also my groomsman and his D1 on a afternoon out and walked a really great walk to a peak over looking our area. It was a beautiful day for it. Then i went out to dinner with some other friends, and watched some live rugby on TV to end a really great day.
It really felt like any other Saturday, I had a few thoughts of the day (which i is completely normal) but never talked about my sitch it with anyone.
And the best and proudest thing is that I did not even consider reaching out to W.
LH- No abuse at all. I'm the total opposite, possibly even suffering from NGS.
Steve85 - I didn't have S3 and thankfully here in NZ we are not in lock down which helped me.
Picking up S3 tomorrow and really looking forward to having hime and especially Tuesday (December 1st) to start my and S3 new tradition of decorating our Xmas tree and house together.
I continue to read others sitches and learn. I am not much of a poster as I feel like I'm relatively new here.